Over the last few weeks I examined my limitations, faults and outstanding obligations pretty hard. I could look at it as a time of trial and woe..but that would be wrongheaded. I know this is a chance to grow in ways I would not normally force myself to do. For the moment, I am doing it in an environment where the people helping me through challenge are doing so out of a desire to see me grow in my day job.
Reflecting on it tonight I remembered that my best supervisors prior to this little challenge all did the same thing. One company commander told me straight out I was not his choice for the job as his XO, but he’d work with me and see what I could do. Every week he fed me more and more assignments until he left seven months later, and I was able to run the company myself as the CO if needed. He smirked later when he told me “You did alright.” In one contractor job I pulled, the supervisor looked me in the eye with a hard message. If he was in town when I applied, no interview or job would have flown my way. That being said, he decided to work with me. Every day for three months I pulled odd task after odd task until I knew my job cold. Seven months later he told me to come back if I needed a better paying job in his company! My growth was part of those bosses plans from the get go. I just did not know it at first.
So the cycle repeats itself again at work. A supervisor calling me to expand my mind, my capabilities and mission to reach his goals and expectations of my position. I am grateful for the opportunity, I have a job and I need to hold it tight in these frightful times. I also know that my growth could determine the fate of my company. If the challenge comes and I am not ready, those we serve could suffer greatly. The wrath of that failure should fall where the fault lies, and if it is me it will be me who starts walking home.
I could not help but to think of this stained glass window from St. Fedelis in Victoria when I thought of this. Here was Mary Magdalene begging for a job, the job of disciple of Christ. She humbled herself to wash Christ’s feet with her hair! Here was Christ who challenges each of us to get out of our comfort zone, and do what is right by God’s plan even if it is not written anywhere as the law of the land. Each day and night a challenge like those set forth by my best supervisors greets us with a chance to grow as a disciple of Christ. We can embrace the challenge, or walk away.
I beg of you, to take up the cross with a smile. For the rewards of being with him forever are pretty good ones if we bare the cross with as much honor as we can. I’ll do my best to join with you in the walk. I hope we can share it and grow together!
Coming to the water!
Coming to the water? Can you imagine how John felt when Jesus asked him to baptise him? Here was the man sent to lead us to heaven asking one of us fallen ones to lead him by example!
The good people of Victoria, Kansas have this lovely statue giving us a look into that moment of service. What I enjoy the most about these statues is the ability to walk around, below and above a scene. When I remember or read the story of John the Baptist and then view this statue, I feel that I am starting to live the moment. I find it easier to put myself in the scene, watching the interplay of these two great men…the great prophet and the one he was to announce at the River Jordan.
As with all things spiritual and artistic, the moment it clicks comes not from reading the story but rather from the moment it touches your personal soul. Maybe your mind can grasp it from the words, maybe a picture might make it stick…or just maybe this three dimensional image puts these two men into our lives with the same power those people at the river bank received. As fellow Christians we must all help each generation find the path that will connect them to Christ. There is no right or wrong way…there is just the way it clicks.
P.S. I forgot the Holy Spirit dropped down and added an audio dimension to the story the statue does not..but hey we can add that today when join the chorus to sing our praises to God on high!
Spires draw you up to God
Vertical elements in churches main function it to have you look up, hopefully towards where we perceive heaven to be. This is a reflection of our natural tendencies. I have yet to find a culture where when they are happy they look down, or when in a defeated stance look up.
Each stone you see weighs 50 to 100 pounds. Estimates say they moved over 125,000 cubic feet of rock. Some fathers and grown sons hauled as many as 70-80 loads of stone to help raise this from the ground. By the way…no automatic lifts or power tools!
PS All the info is coming from the parish information sheet…check out their website at www.stfedelischurch.com
We stopped after a long drive in Goodland, Kansas for a night on the high prairie. The KOA there is run by a lovely team of husband and wife. Alicia immigrated from Poland about 30 years ago. She was the second person in over forty years to say my name correctly!
The prairie of Kansas is incredible during the summer. It really can call to you…and make you forget about the cold winter ahead if you are not careful. The people are hardworking, the entire state seems cultivated, oil co-exists easily with wheat fields, and everything seems down to earth. In general it seems like a place that really works the land for a living and manages it carefully.
During our stay she was running the camp herself, as her husband was back in the old country attending to the funeral of his loving and kind father. She had here hands full as the park filled up, but she keep a great attitude towards everything, and longed for her husband’s return. We were under a storm threat all night long, so the clouds were dramatic, the winds strong, and my worries a little higher than normal.
In the morning the sun rose with lovely color, and I captured the state flower in its glory! I told Alicia I would post that photo for her, as a memory to here kindness and hospitality.
P.S. Evening photo with the X-E1, edited in Snapseed. Morning photos same camera but with the 60mm close up lens.